Ok... This makes almost no sense to me. I tried forgetting him, I tried hard. I wanted nothing more than to get him out of my mind and move on with me life. Then he says he wants me back.... Now, I took him back. But my question is, is he going to hurt me again? Is this gonna be one of those times when I end up regretting my decision? I certainly hope not. I dont want to have to regret all the time and love I've given him. I've been involved with him for 4 months, and honestly when I first met him, I had no idea how important he'd end up being to me. A year ago, I never would've guessed I'd be in the position of life that I am right now. I've even had some of my friends tell me that they think my BF is adorable and cute and all that stuff. (They're right.
He's absolutely amazing) But I can't help thinking maybe in trying to get him out of my head, I just made myself think about him more often. I think my problem is I was lying to myself in thinking I didn't need him. :/ Eh, Life is confusing. I'll figure it out eventually. ^_^